First Light

There is something about a black sky, overcast, no stars showing, that can fill you with foreboding. When the horizon line is invisible, there is no way to get your bearings, no way to know exactly where you are, in relationship to the rest of the world. You can feel lost. You need a point of reference.

If your mind is damaged or broken, you might imagine that the blackness you see is all there ever will be. It may feel as though the world is tiny and closing in. The depth of the darkness may trigger thoughts of the worst kind.

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Lake of Fog

Below a pink and pale blue sky sprawls an enormous panorama of rolling hills, an extraordinary vista that can be seen from the top of Bald Rock Mountain. The sun is beginning to light up the tops of trees. It’s another good day to stand on a mountaintop, to look out there and drink it all in.

My eyes sweep all that lays before me. And out there, way out there, the fog begins its slow ascent off the cold ground, as it rises up to meet the warm air, creating what looks much like a massive white lake, a lake that gleams in the morning sun. Eyes can play tricks, especially eyes attached to an imaginative brain. I looked. I looked away. My brain jumped into overdrive.

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